"I am first and foremost a CHRISTIAN woman who would very much like to do the right thing by living a clean, pure and Godly life. I aim and strive to be the Christian woman, daughter, wife, mother and friend that God has called me to be. Though I am currently only a daughter and friend, some day I will be called to be a wife and possibly a mother. And though I might struggle, stumble and make countless mistakes in my walk with God, deep down I know that God is with me even when I don't see it or even believe it. My journal will usually have entries on everything ranging from my favorite foods to celebrity crushes BUT I will also mention God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit and topics pertaining to Christianity. That being said, my journal is a place to reflect and discuss my thoughts and feelings on WHATEVER I would like to discuss. Keeping that in mind, my journal is also a friend's only journal. If you happen to come across my journal, keep the following in mind: I am a rare, crazy, unique, special, different, weird, outspoken, outgoing, shy, ditzy, bashful, thoughtful, considerate, open minded, tolerant, accepting, kind, loving, caring and beautiful individual who would rather get along with everyone instead of starting needless and useless arguments or fights. With all of that being said, DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT add me as a friend if you are NOT prepared to accept ALL aspects of my life especially when it concerns my relationship with God."

All right well here we go! Tis my first official post since I got my new journal. I know it might not be the bestest journal in history but I like it! It's simple and to the point. And it doesn't hit you in the face and make you go, "Why on earth does her journal have so much stuff?" Anywho, well where do I begin?

As my bio page states, I'm about a year away from finishing college. Yep, in one more year I will have gotten my undergraduate degree. Looking back, it feels like I just got to college but already I'm almost through. Time sure does fly by doesn't it? Once I finish college, I plan on moving out of the folks' house. I've been a spoiled, ignorant brat for far too long. I won't always have the folks' to rely on so that's why I think it's high time I get out in the world and experience life first hand.

Moving right along, this is the year that I have decided to fully stablize myself in Christ. There's going to be no more partial or half of me stuff. This time I'm playing for keeps. It's either ALL or NOTHING!

I've spent far too much time whining, crying, pouting and having temper tantrums when things didn't go my way, when things got too rough or when I was denied something. Instead of being envious or jealous of the people who did (and still do) have their acts together, I should have been focusing on getting my act together.

I mean how on earth was I supposed to help others if I didn't have my head on straight? Or if my heart wasn't in the right place? In an effort to get my life back and to get back on track spiritually, I ended up planting my feet on the ground and saying, "I have got to get my life together. I've spent so much time letting trash and clutter build up in my life and now it's time to clean up."

Also, I took a stand because I felt as though I would never be able to be the person of God that I was supposed to be if my attention was always diverted elsewhere. Whether it be because of anime, manga, fanfictions or whatever the case may be. I decided that God had to come first and foremost before anything else. I'm proud to say that slowly but surely I have seen God moving in my life as well as the people closest to me.

I mean it's not like I hear a loud booming voice telling me what I should do for the day all the time but it's in the little things that I see daily that lets me know God has (and still is) with me every step of the way. It feels pretty neat knowing that I'm a child of God and that He'll always be there for me.

Yep, it's great to be a daughter of Christ. I might not be at the place I'm supposed to be but I'm believing that by the end of the year (with God's help, wisdom, understanding and patience), I will have come closer to becoming the Christian and person that God wants me to be.

Now I'm off to go and do some homework while I listen to some music. See ya around and if anyone happens to drop by my journal, much love! Be blessed! ^_^

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this is a rough draft.....

I have to do some cleaning up in the background....but for right now...it stays!!!!

I'm going to relax!!!!

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This is not desert_rose!!!!

This is her friend fixing her livejournal.
I'm trying to make it beautiful. So I need words to fix up the page.

Desert_rose is quite technology challenged so I'm helping her.